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MOTORMAN'S DREAM
painting of my dream about Motorman
"But surely you must know that I am always with you...
it was you who knew me and loved me best!"

Shortly over a year ago, I lost my beloved nine-year-old cat, Motorman, to oral cancer. We were true soulmates in every sense of the word. What made his loss even more devastating was that the decision to end his suffering (and hence, his life) fell upon my shoulders.

The inspiration for this painting came to me in a dream so incredibly realistic that even though it occurred many months ago, I can still vividly recall every detail. It was as though I actually experienced it, and I believe it was Motorman's way of getting in touch with me to let me know that he was OK and that "hey, things are pretty cool over here!"

...I was walking alone in a forest under the brilliant light of a full moon when I came upon a gnarled, ancient oak tree. When I sat down to rest on a pile of rocks under one of the branches, I heard Motorman call my name, and I looked up. He was sitting on the branch above me.

"I've learned some wonderful new tricks on my journey," he announced, and as I watched in amazement, he executed a handstand on the gnarly branch, balancing gracefully on one front leg. He was grinning broadly from ear to ear. Suddenly everything around us was enveloped in a beautiful glowing light which I interpreted as joy, and a bright yellow halo encircled all the stars. I raised my arms to catch him, even though I knew he would not fall.

"Oh, Motorman, I miss you!" I cried out, suddenly overwhelmed by an inexpressible sadness.

"But surely you must know that I am always with you," he replied, somewhat perplexed. "It was you who knew me and loved me best!"

I awoke feeling peaceful and comforted, but I was afraid that the beautiful images of the dream would fade. I wanted to remember them! I immediately wrote down the details of our conversation. Having heard Motorman speak actual words seemed strange while awake, but during the dream, it seemed perfectly normal and acceptable. The next evening I began to paint the dream, and I worked in my garage until well past 2:00 AM. Everything flowed with an energy of its own as my dream became a reality. I instinctively chose the perfect colors and textures which captured the moonlight, the rough bark of the tree, the stars, and the pile of rocks where I sat. For the first time in my life, I completed an entire painting without making a single change.


SOME LESSONS I LEARNED FROM MOTORMAN:
photo of Motorman in antique garden chair

Sometimes a cat can be your best dance partner.

Hugs offered are usually returned.

Conversations without eye contact don't have much effect on the soul.

photo of Motorman in flower pot
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